Semester 1 has already end and I am in the middle of semester break for now. Thanks God that everything has passed according to plan. Last semester I have been through tough time in my life. Being far from my hometown, without family, relatives and friends. Luckily I was blessed with a sunshine roommates and classmates. 

I still remember that few weeks before my final exam I was all over stress physically and emotionally. During that week I have to do a presentation, submit the reports, revision and I have eight quizzes held in one week. But somehow I cannot call my parents and tell them about problems because it will eventually makes the worry. Then I decide to text my friends - but no replies at all. I call them but no ones answering. Yeah,, life's good. I only have myself to go through this situation.

I know that I can share my problem with my roommates or classmates but somehow I need my best friends the most. In the end, I cry in my class during the lecturing. I am so dumb :(

That is my story during my last semester. And somehow, after a tough, heartbreaking and tiresome semester I have made it to dean list. Yes! I'm successfully made it. Praise a Lord. Then I realized that everything that I've been through is making me more stronger, tougher and matured! So watch out peeps, I am no longer a timid girl. I am a strong lady! :)

luvs, csca

Rules You Should Know

So here we go again, I want to talk about some people nowadays. Especially in campus life…

RULES

1.    Respect your classmate.

-          It is simple as this, firstly when you enter the class, do not make a loud noise. If we see some of our classmates doing their revision – HAVE A RESPECT. What is the purpose of going so loud??? I didn’t say that we shouldn’t talk but keep it on low tone. Yes honey, you are genius, and there’s no need to do a revision but please be rational to others. How on earth can they focus if you make a noise? Please, control your voice and your laugh.

2.     Appearance/Attire

-          This is another story, when we go to the class, please wear something nice. DO NOT LET OTHERS FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE SEEING YOU! I know that you have a nice body shape but does it necessary to wear something that is soooo tight? If the blouse you are wearing is transparent, please wear your inner, tube, or singlet. No need to share your colourful flowery bras!! Orang lain pun ada daa..  And for those who wearing hijabs, don’t be a hypocrite. Wear your hijab the way it should! I saw a girl wearing tudung tapi baju singkat-singkat, ketat-ketat. OMG, panas sangat ker sayang?? If you are not serious in wearing hijab, you should not wear it at all. Respect your religion.

3.       Attitude

-          Your attitude REFLECTS EVERYTHING. It reflects your personality, manners, education, religion and the most important thing is your parents! I saw some girls terkenja-kenja when they see boys. Aduhai, such a shame. And for the boys, please stop flirting.

Remember that – GIRLS WHO SAY ‘A LOT OF GUYS ARE AFTER ME’ SHOULD KEEP IN MIND THAT LOW PRICE ALWAYS ATTRACT MANY CUSTOMER. 

4.       Be Responsible.

-          If you are the monitor of the class, please do your job. Don’t rely your responsibilities to others. Be.Quick.Be.Responsible.Be.Real

5.       Honest to Yourself.

-          Ahh.. This is truly got me lose my insanity. Please don’t cheating during exams or quizzes. Haiya, we all do not know the answer as well but please la.. We fail together lar.. J My friend accidentally found a notes that show this student was cheating. Like seriously?? It is truly unfair to others. Orang suruh belajar tak nak, tapi exam nak pula menipu!

6.       DIY (DO-IT-YOURSELF)

-          Please, don’t let others do your work. We all has the same problems, same stress and same burdens. And I think we should do and solve it together. Don’t copies others assignment!

Luvs~csca, February 7

Officially A Student of Office Management

Yup! I am a student now. FOR REAL. I'm studying Diploma in Office Management and Technology in UiTM. What is that course about actually? Yeah, I know, I was a bit blur and confuse too at first. I was also offered to continue my study in Diploma in Telecommunication Engineering too but I reject it. Come on!!! I DO LOVE ENGINEERING but not that telecommunication part. I was applying for bio-medic engineering but instead I got that one. NOOO :( So, theres in no other choice, I have to for OM.

Office Management (OM) is also call Secretary Skills in other name. But I think Office Management is more professional. :) OM is actually my 5th choice. I never thought that I got it. Hehehe.. At first I do refuse, come on?? OM? NOO! But when I start my class for a month, I actually like it. It's not that bad.. :) There is actually 8 subjek for OM student, part 1.  

Here it is :

• National Kesatria I

• Consolidating Language Skills

• Human and Religion ( for non-muslim)

• Fundamentals of Islam (for muslim)

• Introduction to Information Skills

• Document Processing I

• Office Administration 1

• Personality Development

• Bussiness Management

What is those subject that I mention actually? Hahaha.. I'm gonna explain it in the next post. Promise :)

Bye Luvs~csca, January 23.

ANOTHER STORY BEGINS....

Almost two weeks I cannot open my blog... Luckily, I managed to open it just now.. I was actually quite nervous for this moment as I will attending my nursing interview next week. And this is the first formal interview that I attend. I have google-ing here and there to get any informations about the interview.. I also have to open back my biology book and memorise all the function of human body...


I don't born with a science brain actually. So it takes me a long time to read-and-memorise it. Just now I went to my old school to take a signature of my principal. Yes, that's another challenge that I have to been through.. but unfortunately, our school PK1 is the one who sign my documents and certificates.. Ayor... I'm quite nervous when she asking me about this and that. she stares at me and my certificate before sign it.


I know lah I'm not a genius and my result was 'cukup-cukup makan saja'... No need lah giving me 'jelingan manja'... Okay, karylyn need to signing off and continue google-ing... :)




with loves and cares,
<greenkarylyn>

HEART MATTERS

"i love you not only for what you are, but for what i am when i am with you" -ROY CROFT-

I am only 17, almost 18. During high school, we're not only studying, making friends or learning the truth of worlds today. Some people (not me) might have involved with these 'heart matters a.k.a LOVE'. During high school we all know it as 'cinta monyet' or in appropriate English - puppies love.

My own 'puppies love' experience? (i don't like it). I only kept it as one of my life experience ^^. Rather not to talk about it. So why am i writing about this? Nonsense!

Here's my advice for those who's in this 'cinta monyet', it's not wrong to be in love but don't forget your own responsibility as a student and don't forget your parents. They love you too...

Some 'cinta monyet' might be ending with marriage (lucky you) but some maybe not and might hurts you badly :(. When you discover the world outside one day, you'll realize love is not really something that comes first in your life. I'm not saying that we shouldn't fall in love but the times will come for you to be in love, the right time. 

This is what my teacher told me : "Cinta tak boleh membayar sebuah troli di supermarket" @-@

So, don't be rush in finding your soul-mates. See, you can find happiness in other ways as through friendship, family and God :)

Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous;

love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly;

it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered,

does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth;

bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never fails...But now faith, hope, love, abide these three; but the greatest of these is love.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7,13

signing off...<greenkarylyn>

GIFT OF A FRIEND

FRIENDS??? everybody needs friend right? When you were far apart from your family one day, surely you'll feel all alone. so, no worries! God will solves your problems, He will sending His most trusted, beautiful/handsome angel to be by your side. someone that we call 'friend'. Friends is someone who will support you no matter what happen. Maybe you think that you don't need them but i'm definitely sure deep in your heart, you need them most. i can still remember, when i was in my high school, we spent most of our time together in one small room that we call 'kelas' :)

Study, revising, gossiping, ramblings and sometimes fighting together. We may quarrel and exchanging harsh words one day, but we will come back together as a FRIENDS! During recess, we will sitting together on our own 'territory', sharing foods and drinks :) When ones in trouble, everyone will cares...right? 

You don't have friend? (poor you...@-@) but no worries, starts making friends now. See, everyone can be your friends because a true friend wouldn't care about who you are and how cute you was. What's inside is matter most :)

So open your heart, trust it, believe it, take it and care for it. Friendship is needed in our life. So, what you waiting for? Wake your friend now, you can call them or sending them a short sms about how you need and care for them. Then you'll realize 'THE GIFT OF A FRIEND'.

<greenkarylyn>

RANDOM PEOPLE

There's a lot type of people out there. Both good and evil.. If you're lucky, you'll meet the good one, if not.... As for me, one type of people that i always see is a hypocrite one. Saying that she or he has no feeling to this and that, not interest to this and that and so whatever.... But when one person has started it, this hypocrite people will stand up and saying that "Oh, I love it too!" (duhhhh....) As example, she don't like jazz but when there is a cute handsome boy who is the big fan of jazz, she will be tergedik-gedik saying about jazz (which she don' like so much) Grrr, see what i mean? Why do you have to pretend that you like that? Just be yourself lah and there is no need to be so terkenja-kenja in front of the others (is it?)

So much to hear about my ramblings... So, starts your day with a big bright smile even it hurts inside :) Don't care about what other peolpe says!! Just act : "Ada aku kesah???"